My sister is 5 years older than me and went to Art & Design HS and FIT to learn fashion design. While learning all this she used me as her mannequin. It turned me on to wearing girly clothes. I was a chubby boy and had what could be called tits so my sister made me bras that fit my little body. The older we got the more she had me wear her lingerie instead of my regular under wear to school. She would bring her friends home from college and make me strip naked to model the clothes they brought with them. I was 10 years old by this time and my my body was changing. My penis would get very hard and interfere with wearing the clothes. One of her friends said she would milk me to make the stiffness go away. It got to the point where her friends were drawing low card to see who would milk me When i was 22 I met a wonderful woman who I was married to for 30 years. She did not know about my tranny side. She died 11 years ago. I am anxious to further my transsexual side and could use all the help available.